My father passed away today. My heart aches in so many ways right now I don't even know how to explain it. Anger, fear, love, regret, hurt...so much. I didn't know how many feelings I could possibly feel in one evening. And it's only begun. As much as he aggrivated me sometimes, I already miss him. Tears will continue to be shed for all that could have been. I'm sorry I didn't tell him I love him more often. I'm sorry for being impatient. I'm sorry for so many things. I just hope he understands and will forgive me for my shortcomings. I love you, Dad.
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I heard the news yesterday and I'm so sorry for your loss. You're in our prayers,
My heart is full. I love you guys. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We are so sorry to hear about Kevin.
I'm so sorry for your loss. We'll keep you and your family in our prayers.
I am so sorry to hear about your dad. You guys will be in our prayers also.
Shawnee, I love you. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dad. My heart aches for your family. I would call you right now, but my mom told me you guys are being kind of bombarded with phone calls and I believe in letting people grieve. So just know, that I love you and am praying for you and I will call soon. Keep your head up, your dad knows you love him. I love you guys.
My dear daughter:
You have the hardest job in the world right now - just as I did 14 years ago - being the daughter who tries to hold everyone together - most especially your wonderful Mother. I have been so blue today after Lauren called me at work this morning to tell me of the worst time in a daughter's life. My Dad had three daughters but I think we all thought each one of us were his favorite. You have been fortunate to be his #1, but of course you already know that. He ALWAYS sang your praises - whether you had ups or downs, talked of how very beautiful and talented you are, how smart you are, how kind you are. When I told Joe about Kevin's passing, he said "Oh, he was probably the best-mannered man I've ever known, was always happy to see me with a FIRM handshake." Joe also said "Kevin was the first person out here (at our new house) and mowed down our weeds and grass to make the moving transition easier for you (me)." He touched SO many people's lives with kindness and admiration, always told me how talented I am, that I had a gift, and from him I really considered that a compliment. Your Mother will need you now, tomorrow, and forever just to be near and silent, just to be there even when you're not able to. It is a very sad time for a daughter to have to lose her Daddy. My heart is with you my sweet Shawnee and I will pray that your burden may be light right now so that you can lift others up at this time. What a wonderful, kind Dad you've been blessed with. I'll see you soon. What an honor for me to have been asked by the family to play at his viewing.
Hugs...
Shawnie, Marianne told me about your dad's passing and I am so sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers. It must be a really hard time for you.
Love, Alesia
Shawnee, I know that your Dad loved you very much. And he was very proud of you and all that you have accomplished. I know it's kind of crazy at your house right now if you or your Mom need to get away for a while your always welcome here. Love you much, Aunt Linda
Shawnee, Marianne told me and I just wanted to say that we love you and were sorry to hear about your Dad. I'm sure he knows that you love him.
My thoughts and prayers are with you Shawnee.... and I'm sure your dad knows how much you love him.
Shawnee, We love you our thoughts and prayers are with you at this very difficult time. I want to be there to cry with you and give you a big hug. We send our love and sympathy. Please let us know what we can do. lots of love, Kandyce & lil' Andy :) :) Smile for us!
I am so sorry to hear of your loss! I am thinking about you and praying that you and your family are comforted. What a difficult thing.
Shawnee, I just read your post and I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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